Raindrop

I dont like crying for whatever reason cos sometimes I just could not stop crying. The feeling is unexplainable whether I am lost, confused or sad. I guess sometimes I could not help being so emotional. I just dont wanna show my feeling to anyone. I want them to know I'm ok but I am not. My body has become so numb and my brain stopped working for a while. I just wish I could turn back times, bring back all the beautiful memories and freeze it there. In reality, I guess I would just have to let it go even though it would not be that easy. Yeah who said life is easy, it never had and never will.

Now the rain is falling down...outside my window... as if god knows how I feel inside.