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I'm not sure how often people usually dream while they're sleeping. I guess I could say that I dream a lot and pretty much everyday. There are surely a lot of books about dream interpretation, I'm just never interested in one. I ALWAYS have weird adventurous kinda dreams, of something pretty unrealistic, if you ask me!

I usually dream of different place and time along with something supernatural like going back in time and meeting someone I'm very familiar with (and sometimes have never seen before in my life) but that person would never do such things they would do in my dream! It happened to me so many times in life that what's happening at that moment is something Ive already seen! At least that's how I really felt at that moment, a dejavu experience. Have you experienced something like this?

This morning I dreamed of something really scary! I couldn't let it finish really. I would make a scary movie out of my dream but I don't think I could watch it if it'd ever been made. It started at this classroom where they kept sick people, maybe it's a room at the hospital, I'm not quite sure but if you ever stepped in this room, you would have to kill someone in the room to make you alive. You kinda had to suck out the other person's soul and make it yours. Then, there were hundred of needles falling down through the ceiling. Those needles really killed people in the room. I kinda had to run into another room, watching people die, and then I woke up!

Of course, I couldn't go back to sleep. The weird thing is I didn't feel tired at all, when I only slept for like 5 hours. I'm just hoping that I won't dream of anything scary tonight. It would be nice to have sweet dreams that heal my heart and soul. I always tell people what I dream of. This one person got me thinking. He said,

'Nightmares can be scary but remember they are not real' =)

So what do you usually dream about? Me? lol Write me if you ever secretly saw me in your dream! Hey, maybe I'll see you in my dream tonight too.

Sweet dreams, sleep tight everyone!

xoxo

Random 100 Questions

Got tagged on facebook by Mo so here I am re-posting it as I've got so much times on hands lol I think I used to do this survey kinda thing on Myspace before. Wonder if anyone is still using Myspace cos I'm not, really. You can read to get to know me or waste your time filling this survey out ;)

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001. Real name → Suvimol/May

002. Nickname(s)→ May

003. Zodiac→ Gemini (and proud of it)

004. Male or Female→ Female

005. High school → Triam Udom suksa Pattanakarn

008. Hair color→ Dark Brown

009. Long or short → Medium long

010. Loud or Quiet → Depends

011. Sweats or Jeans → Anything that makes me look good :)

012. Phone or Camera → Phone (maybe with camera ;)

013. Health freak → Nah

014. Drink or Smoke? → I dont actually drink a lot of water but diet coke or pepsi max. I drink socially and am def not an alcoholic! Oh and I DONT SMOKE =)

015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Now? Thats a top secret hehe

016. Eat or Drink?--> I love to eat and drink

017. Piercings → Just my ears

018. Tattoos → I havent found any I like, yet.

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane→ Of course, traveling is one of my passion.

020. Been in a relationship → Who havent?

021. Been in a car accident → NEVER

022. Been in a fist fight → I dont remember this but I guess no.

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → When I was 7-8 methink. My grandma bought me a pair of nice golden earrings :)

024. First best friends → Friends from the neighbourhood. I've moved a lot so I lost their contact :(

025. First award → I dont remember what it was!! It was in Primary school!


LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to → in person Mac, online Mark

030. Last person you texted → Luke

031. Last person you watched a movie with → Jan and Mac at home

032. Last food you ate → Rich with omelette with pork, carrot, and tomato. Yep my breakfast I cooked.

033. Last movie you watched → Love wrecked lol its a dvd I bought ages ago and just got time to watch it

034. Last song you listened to → Heal the world by Micheal Jackson lol well Mac was listening to his album so I asked for this song :P

035. Last thing you bought → Heaps of food from Top Supermarket

036. Last person you hugged → Jan as she was going to Bali for a week, without me!!!


FAVES:

037. Food - Food I cook although there're only few ppl in my life would have ever tasted it hahaha I love junk food though.

038. Drinks → Chocolate milk!

039. Clothing → Anything that make me look good. I'm not addicted to brand names clothing.

040. Flower → Roses

042. Colour → Blue, Red, Pink

043. Movies → There're so many! I like romantic/comedy though!

044. Music → I can listen to anything but hardcore heavy mental rock music


CHECK ALL THAT APPLY:

In 2008, i....

045. [X] kissed someone
046. [X] celebrated Halloween
047. [X] had your heart broken
048. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [X] someone questioned your sexual orientation
050. [ ] gotten someone pregnant
051. [ ] gotten pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [ ] done something you've regretted
054. [ ] broke a promise
055. [X] hid a secret
056. [X] pretended to be happy
057. [X] met someone who changed your life
058. [X] pretended to be sick
059. [x] left the country
060. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [X] cried over the silliest thing
062. [ ] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
064. [X] got into an argument with your friends
065. [X] hated someone
066. [X] stayed single the whole year (since 2007 to be exact *sigh)


CURRENTLY:

067. Eating → Nope

068. Drinking → Green Tea

069. I'm about to → Send out job applications, Play poker and Write about my birthday wish list

070. Listening to → Not right now.. maybe in a bit

071. Plans for today → Please see 069 lol

072. Waiting for → A job, a decent guy, money


YOUR FUTURE:

073. Want kids? --> One day

074. Want to get married? → When I find that someone I wanna be married to

075. Careers in mind → I'm still figuring that out but something that get me to meet a lot of interesting people everyday would be nice


HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts → My eyes are fortunately normal.

084. Snuck out of your house → I dont live with my parents

085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nope only crazy people would do that

086. Killed somebody → I wish hahaha

087. Broken someone's heart → Probably have and I'm sorry for that.

088. Been arrested → NOPE

089. Cried when someone died → so many many times :(


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself → 100%

091. Miracles → Yep it does exist

092. Love at first sight → Used to but not anymore. Love is something you build and work hard on it.

093. Heaven → Orgasm? just kidding.

094. Santa Claus → Nah

095. Sex on the first date → I havent really been out on a date!! and I'd def not gonna sleep on the date, maybe 3rd date lol just kidding

096. Kiss on the first date → see 095 I've never really had a date :(


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Of course..but I'm not gonna tell you who!

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Not really. I want a successful job and a decent boyfriend lol

099. Do you believe in God → No

100. What is your biggest regret → I wish I could spend more times with my dad before he passed away. I was very stubborn and naughty girl when I was young.

Je ne veux pas travailler ♥

Found this cute melody while I was putting on a CD at the club I work. The ironic is the song is called 'Sympathique' [Je ne veux pas travailler] which means I don't want to work but I DO hahaha

What a great voice she's got! Dont you think?

♥

Anyway, below is a lyric I found. The translation might look a bit funny as I was using online translation. You're welcomed to correct it! ;-)

Ma chambre a la forme d'une cage                            My room is shaped like a cage
Le soleil passe son bras par la fentre                        The sun passes his arm through the window
Les chasseurs ma porte                                           Hunters my door
Comme les p'tits soldats                                          As the soldiers p'tits
Qui veulent me prendre                                             Who want to take me

Je ne veux pas travailler                                            I do not want to work
Je ne veux pas d jeuner                                            I do not want jeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier                                        I just want to forget
Et puis je fume                                                         And then I smoke  

Dj j'ai connu le parfum de l'amour                               Dj I knew the scent of love
Un million de roses n'embaumerait pas autant            One million roses n'embaumerait not provided
Maintenant une seule fleur dans mes entourages        Now a single flower in my enclosures
Me rend malade                                                       Makes me sick

Je ne veux pas travailler                                            I do not want to work
Je ne veux pas d jeuner                                            I do not want jeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier                                        I just want to forget
Et puis je fume                                                         And then I smoke

Je ne suis pas fire de a                                             I am not in a fire
Vie qui veut me tuer                                                  Life that wants to kill me
C'est magnifique tre sympathique                               It is wonderful to be sympathetic
Mais je ne le connais jamais                                      But I do not know

Je ne veux pas travailler                                            I do not want to work
Non                                                                         No
Je ne veux pas d jeuner                                            I do not want jeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier                                        I just want to forget
Et puis je fume                                                         And then I smoke

Je ne suis pas fire de a                                            I am not in a fire
Vie qui veut me tuer                                                 Life that wants to kill me
C'est magnifique tre sympathique                              It is wonderful to be sympathetic
Mais je ne le connais jamais                                     But I do not know

Je ne veux pas travailler                                            I do not want to work
Non                                                                         No
Je ne veux pas d jeuner                                            I do not want jeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier                                        I just want to forget
Et puis je fume                                                         And then I smoke

25 Things You Should As Well Know About Me

Alrighty, many of my friends on facebook are doing this random thing and it's so interesting to read about those unbelievable but amazing unknown facts about them. I've been tagged 3 times by Emerald, Gary and Mo. This forces me to write about me, though I dont really have to, but I want to hahaha

So here are the rules : Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.

25. My nickname May is my REAL nickname I get from my parents since I was born and only cos I was born in May! It's not my English as many foreigners always asked me, "What is your English name?". My first name, however, many of you might not know is Suvimol which means 'PUREST' and its also in one of Buddhist prayer books I used to pray after school every Friday. I found out that Suvi in Finnish also means 'Summer' which was exactly when I was born. What a coincidence huh? ;-)

24. I'm left-handed except that I write with my right hand. Though it's not quite exactly meaning of being ambidextrous, I can actually do a lot of things with both hands ;-)

23. Because I've lived in Thailand all my life, I've never seen real SNOW and sex shops [until I went to Singapore for the first time in 2004] I still don't know when I'd be able to see snow and go skiing or snowboarding!

22. I can't drive and it's only cos I don't need to drive as I live in Bangkok. The traffic jam here is so horrible I'd want to kill myself so many times. I'd prefer to travel by a motorbike taxi, a taxi or a sky train/subway.

21. My first motorbike driving experience was when I drove my cousin's motorbike to crash with an electric pole and broke its mirror. Another experience was when I studied at Thammasat. I made my room mate injured while I jumped out of the motorbike after I drove to crash 'something' I cant remember. People NEVER let me drive again until I moved to Samui in Nov, 2008, where it's the only CHEAP transportation. I learned how to drive properly [cos it was an automatic one] and only had an accident once, after picking up someone from the airport and hit a pile off the sand. I was the only person who had few tiny scratches.

20. I love watching FRIENDS and Sex and The City so much that I have been watching them way too many that I could remember almost every words in each series!

19. I think I have moved about 7 times already. 4 of 7 were after I got my first job and I'm going make the 8th this year. I do think of buying a house or a condominium. I just don't have that kind of money anymore, after spending way too much last year.

18. My dream guy is Nicolas Gene Carter or Nick Carter from The Backstreet Boys. I know what you guys would say about him but I've had a crush on him since I was 14! I even have a book called "The Heart and Soul of Nick Carter" written by his mom which btw I've never finished reading it. I used to like him so much that when I watched any BSB's music video, I always waited for the scene he showed up and sang lol

 

 

  

Here's some pictures of Nick Carter [For those who dont know who he is / how he looks like hehe]

17. Because of above fact, I think this is why I tend to attract to a BLOND tall guy! lol My type of guy is very simple, u know, as long as you're tall and skinny, you're fine for me! If you're a muscular body-built kinda guy, good-bye to you. It's REALLY a turn-off for me. For some reason, I don't like guys with big arms and muscles! I also like guys with a lot of freckles, red cheeks and really white. Am I weird?

16. People who have never met me in real life and only seen my pictures always think I'm tall when I am only 150 cm but please don't call me a midget or I'd be very very mad at you! It's always better to call me petite!

15. I like when people think I am much younger than my age except when I am asked for my passport before going to the club outside Thailand. I went to Qbar in Singapore once, they let my 20-year-old friends in but me. I don't know if I should be happy or not.

14. I went to a convent girl school which almost influenced me to become a lesbian and catholic. In fact, I had chased one super cute girl who played basketball for our school. I think I was 14 and she was 11. I don't remember her full name anymore. I could only remember her nickname Y and her first name as Jularak.

13. Most of my friends know I have made out with a lot of girls but it never changes the fact that I STILL like the opposite sex. I, however, received many offers from my lesbian friends to sleep with them. I secretly think it is very tempting.

12. I used to have a British accent when I lived with my British ex-bf for 2 years. Now I just have an American-Thai accent which I get a lot of questions like "Have you ever been to the U.S., studied aboard, or have an American bf?" The answer is "NO, I just watch too much Friends and Sex & The City" [and all those Hollywood films] LOL

11. I am always shy at first. Some people think I am either snobbish or arrogant for not being so friendly, talkative and nice to them. My friends always have to explain to them that I am not like that. I need to get to know a bit better before I could show them the real crazy me!

10. I dreamed to be an astronaut or work for NASA when I was young. Then I changed my mind to become a doctor so I could save people life. THAT would never come true. I sucked in science and had to choose to study languages instead.

09. I can speak and understand Thai and English perfectly. I have studied German, Japanese, Spanish, French in proper classes while doing a self study of Dutch, Danish/ Norwegian. I could only read and understand some [easy] German, Dutch, Danish/Norwegian now though. I actually have bought a self-study book of Hindi when I went to India but I've never finished a chapter. I'm thinking to perhaps study Finnish for my next language. I am doing all this just to understand if they would ever gossip or talk behind my back or in my presence. lol But seriously, I like learning new languages, meeting new people and studying about their culture.

08. I dream to travel to Egypt one day as I wish to get lost through time while walking around the Pyramids which would have brought me back to the times where Pyramids were not built yet. Then, I was rescued by a handsome prince who made me his princess. With all my knowledge from this present day, they would think I am sent from heaven hahaha I just like to read about mysterious myth about ancient Egypt and supernatural things. It's no doubt why I like movies like 'The Mummy' and 'The Scorpion King'.

07. I am actually a big fan of 'The Spider Man' and 'Superman'. I bought a lot of Spider Man goodies and love watching Small Ville. If you ask me though, what super power would I want to have, I would say I wanna be an 'Invisible Girl'. Not cos I like 'Fantastic 4' but the idea comes from the song 'invisible man' by 98 degrees, one of the classic songs from the 90s I still love till today.

06. I hate red fruits, you know ALL kinds of RED fruits which includes the -berry family such as cherry, strawberry, raspberry, cranberry, watermelon, papaya etc. I would never eat any of these so if someone buy or serve me, I would just reject it immediately lol You could have it though. However, I actually like drinking vodka with cranberry and I do eat toast with strawberry jam.

05. I am allergic to FISH. Yet, I still love eating sushi and filet-O-fish by McDonalds. I can't specify what kind of fish I am allergic to but I can't eat black eel, salmon eggs [u know the big orange ones] at all. I get rashes all over my body and face. I once went to a business meeting and we had japanese sushi. I was of course picking the expensive one, the salmon eggs on top the sushi. God I couldn't stop itching for 2 hours!

04. I am collecting snowdomes. I love them so much for some reason. I'd try to buy one when I travel to some places. I don't have many in my collection now as I lost the one from Belgium in a taxi and I think some kid from my old apartment broke another snowdome when he came to play in my room. My favourite snowdome is a gift from London ;-) So please feel free to buy one for me! haha

03. I always want to become a writer. I just don't have an opportunity to become one yet. I wish I had more times to write more blogs. I have written for more than 300 blogs for past 3 years. Only a few of them have been published publicly on blogspot.com

02. -Most of my friends think I know EVERYONE in Bangkok just because I always meet someone I know wherever we go.

01. I plan to travel around the world. Traveling is one of my passion. I've only been to 9 countries [including Thailand which I don't get to travel much] since the first time I traveled outside Thailand in 2002. I already plan to go to Scandinavia and perhaps Australia this year. It's only because it was a plan from last year lol I am such a good backpacker hehe I spent less than 30K THB for my expenses while I was in Netherlands for 2 weeks back in 2007 [I stayed at my friend's house] Now I just need to save up as many as possible.

I could seriously write more about me but it has already taken hours for me to finish writing this. Seriously I think, I do think too much! Hope you didn't fall asleep while reading this hehe

♥ Have a fabulous day as you are ♥

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