Raindrop

I dont like crying for whatever reason cos sometimes I just could not stop crying. The feeling is unexplainable whether I am lost, confused or sad. I guess sometimes I could not help being so emotional. I just dont wanna show my feeling to anyone. I want them to know I'm ok but I am not. My body has become so numb and my brain stopped working for a while. I just wish I could turn back times, bring back all the beautiful memories and freeze it there. In reality, I guess I would just have to let it go even though it would not be that easy. Yeah who said life is easy, it never had and never will.

Now the rain is falling down...outside my window... as if god knows how I feel inside.

My new love

I also found a new love. He's only one and a half month old hehe My sister and I bought him from Silom road a few nights ago. I still dont know what to name him. Various name suggestion has been received but I still could not decide. My sister called him "Pandy" as he looks a bit like a panda and eat like a pig hahaha I have been calling him "Baby" cos I didnt really know what to call. I had a very nice dream that I made out with Jesse Spencer a night before. So now I'm thinking maybe I should name him Jesse lol

Everyone keeps asking me the same question,

"Hey I thought you're moving to Netherlands, why did you buy a dog? Are you taking him with you as well?"

Oh no, I dont think so, no matter how much I want to take him there with me! Do you know how much do u have to pay to take your pet with you on the plane? My friend told me I would need to pay something like 100usd extra but I'm not sure. I think I'm gonna miss him so much when I move.

As for now, he's the only thing that keeps me entertain during the day. I cannot really leave him alone cos he gets to moan so loud if he doesnt see anyone around. I could only sneak out of my room when he's sleeping! I think everyone who has a puppy might experience the same thing, the biting habit. My dog is biting everything in front of him. He's biting my arms, my legs, my feets, my clothes (I'm wearing), my laptop charger, the electical wires, newspapers, my sandals etc. Incredible! We could not really sleep at night cos he usually sleeps during the day and are so awaken and very hyperactive at night. He normally comes to beg me to feed him at 1-2 am. Not sure if it's a bad habit but he's becoming a pig soon I think. I think you wanna see how cute he is now right? lol I took a vdo of him yesterday so enjoy. I hope you dont mind my ugly voice as found in the vdo lol



Have a good one xx

Will you marry me?

"Today is February 29 or what we know as "a Leap Year", the day when tradition dictates that hopeful ladies can turn the tables and pop the question to their man.

In a Leap Year, it's traditional for women to propose to men. This year we're giving all you romantics out there the chance to propose to your loved ones in our special February 29 edition.

There is a tradition that in 1288 the Scottish parliament under Queen Margaret legislated that any woman could propose in Leap Year; few parliament records of that time exist, and none concern February 29.[1] Another component of this tradition was that if the man rejects the proposal, he should soften the blow by providing a kiss, one pound currency( or about 100,000THB today), and a pair of gloves (some later sources say a silk gown)"

I didnt know about that till today. I think it's pretty fair for us ladies who want to get marry so terribly but our boyfriend still wont make any move no matter how many hints you've been giving to lol I'm pretty sure that some couples are just happy the way they are, no need a piece of paper to show their commitment or anything but I'm pretty sure that deep down inside, most of us still wanna get married anyway, right? ;-)

Personally I think getting married is something I wanna do just to show the world that the man I'm getting married is forever mine! You know it is not easy to find a guy who completely commit to you when you live in Thailand, esp Bangkok, The temptation land. There are always so many beautiful women around you and him? I still think that if you find someone special who means a lot to you, just dont let them go. It's still not too late to ask them to marry you now or else you have to wait for another 4 years lol

Although by the time I finish writing this, it's already passed 29th of February (I finished the first half on 29th!). I'm still hoping to find Mr.right by 2012 so I could ask him to marry me if he would not do that before then. Perhaps I'd feel so old and desperate by then hahaha well you'd never know would you?

So may I ask you again, "Will you marry me?" I hope it's a Yes ;-)

My Hong Kong trip Day 1 {04.01.08}

I've never really planned to go there. Then my girl friend asked me to go with her so I would not mind to go there for once. I bought the ticket and everything but then I could not go with her anymore. I won the tickets to see how they build an AirBus and Fly back with it in Toulouse France with Eazy FM on that same date of my trip to HK with my girl friend. So I had to postpone my trip with my friend. Basically I had to let her go alone! I still really feel bad about it, although her pictures show me how much fun she had without me hahaha The most ironic thing is I could not go to France cos I could not take any more days off. The radio (or maybe AirAsia the sponsor) kept postponing the date. It was kinda sad but I didnt really regret that much. To me it would be 2-3 days flying and 2 days trip around the town. I guess it would not be much different from other town in Europe and i'd rather go to Paris to see the Effel and party with my friends

Anyway, that was happened in December 2007. I've postponed my Emirates ticket to 4-7 Jan, 2008. It was a promotion ticket so I could only extend my ticket for one month. I was actually excited about this trip cos I was gonna be a backpacker again! So of course I've been planning my trip very well, about where to go, where to do, that kinda stuff you know.

I am known and aware of myself that I am always almost the last passenger who get on board! So I tried my best to catch the plane as earliest this time. I got to the airport one hour before my departure time. I was waiting in a check-in queue but then I was told to buy a new ticket first cos I postponed my ticket. So I had to run to buy new ticket and come back to the check-in desk. The worst thing could ever possibly happen was that my flight was already full. Basically it was overlooked. Of course I felt like wtf! how could you let this happened?? So they told me that they would transfer me to China Airlines which would be delay one hour. I was then put in a VIP business lounge. It was ok then. Got some snacks and free alcohol! Too bad that my rule is try not to drink while i'm on board lol One hour delay for me was ok cos I didnt have anyone to pick me up at the airport so I didnt have to keep anyone waiting. They also gave me a duty free voucher of 200UAE worth. I could buy anything within the limit while flying back from Hong Kong to BKK. I actually forgot about it and didnt buy anything on my way back. Luckily, the ticket is still valid and I am already planning to buy a eye shadow set of Bobby Brown, yeah thats all its worth lol I'd have to say that China Airlines is one of nicest airlines I'd love to fly with. Apart from Bangkok Airway, they also performed a nice landing that didnt hurt my ears. People might complain about small seat but hey I'm small so I really had no problem about it lol

Me waiting @ the VIP Business Lounge

I like flying at night cos the view on the ground is amazingly beautiful. Hong Kong is really a lively colourful country indeed. I could see that there're a lot of Thais coming to Hong Kong through the custom. It's so nice that we can travel to Hong Kong for 30 days without a visa requirement. I didnt expect to be asked for my luggage check at the custom but it happened. I asked the guy at the custom whether they would check all people coming from Thailand, he said "no, it was random". I thought, "then why me? afraid that i'd come and seduce your guys? hahaha " I felt free after the custom. Now I had to look for an octopus card. I read on the website that it's really a MUST to have this card cos its like a by-pass card to all transportation in Hong Kong and it was absolutely so worth it! It'd help you save cost on travelling. I think I only spent about on transportation 200 HKD by octopus card and 80HKD by taxi. (1 HKD = 4.32 THB) Anyway, I think I was a bit dumb enough to not be able to find an octopus card. I firsly went to Cafe DeCoral, another fast-food shop like McDonalds, cos it was the website that you can buy an octopus card here and McDonalds. No, not at the Airport Branch! Then I went to 7/11 cos the girl at that cafe told me so. The service at 7/11 was only to refil the card. Then I sorta got lost in the airport which is actually not that big lol I finally found a way to get a Shuttle Bus cos it's cheapest and provides great service. I asked the guy at the ticket desk if I could buy an octopus card with him. He said, "Upstair". I was like huh?? So I asked again, "Where". He said "MTR" oh well that didnt really help much cos they didnt really speak english. Then I had to go up stair and find MTR counter service again. It was very tough for me cos my luggage was only 13kgs and walking up and down kept me a really good sweating, not! The Airport Shuttle Bus service was excellent. It only takes 40 min from the airport in Lantau Island to Kowloon! It was amazed by all sky-high buidling next to each other like a domino ever since the bus drove pass from the Airport. It's really unique Hong Kong.

Hong Kong Int'l Airport

Airport Shuttle Bus - with no charge of luggage fee!

I booked the cheapest hostel in a good location on Tsim Sha Tsui, Kowloon. What I didnt know is that the Chungking building I was staying in was a scary place for a girl travelling alone! That was my HK friends said anyway lol but seriously I think it's as worst as some cheap hotels around Nana. I was annoyed by those non-Hong kongian people that tried to persuade me to their hostels in front of the building. The best you can do is to ignore them. When I arrived my hostel, I didnt actually get a room I booked for. Instead, they gave me a twin bed room which I had to pay extra for that. It's kinda suck cos I was on a limited budget and it was not really my fault. You know Hong kong is a very small country, so it's no doubt when I saw my super tiny room. What I like about this location is that it's really closed to MTR (Mass Transit Railway) , the same system as MRT here but way better and faster lol Kowloon is a great place for all shopaholic, although I didnt shop much this time.

People in the building. The funny thing is you can see what people are doing in the lift while waiting in the queue. I even saw some couple made up in the lift!

So ready to go out now

I looked at the time after the check-in and everything. It was almost 9. I had to thank to Bowling for introducing me to her friends in Hong Kong. They called me so I headed out to Lan Kwai Fong, an expat night life centre! I dont know how to compare Lan Kwai Fong with night clubs in BKK cos there're so many places in Bangkok for me to recommend you to go! lol When I walked to LWF, it was like this is where I belong! hahaha There were so many cute guys which apparently you could not find in other places in HK lol I met up with Bowling's friends , Devan and Katerine who are also now my friends hehe , at the chill bar called Jem. Then they took me to another bar of their friends called Priory. What made me interested in this bar is that they got a dancing pole in the end of the room lol I was gonna do some pose there but it seemed like everybody really enjoyed themselves there They also got err what do u call it u know a dentist chair.. i have no idea what its for but it's very interesting dont u think? Today didnt seem like a good day for me. Some guy was swinging his ass off on the pole and accidentally kicked me in the back of my head. I was standing close to the pole and I think his long leg somehow got to me! He didnt even know he was kicking me till we told him. After Priory, we went to a club called Beijing Club. Here in HK, you need to know someone to get u in the club like someone who is a regular or someone with a member club or something. I could not help but wonder, "would I be able to get myself in the club if I didnt know anyone? Use my charm?? lol " Beijing Club is similar to most clubs in BKK. They play Hiphop, most known pop music and so on. You need to get on the lift to the 3rd floor to go to the club. I dont like that it's quite dark there. Its hard for me to see if there's any cutie or hottie u know. As a result, I've seen NONE! There's a section where you can sit outside on the balcony. You can smoke but no alcohol please. A bit weird isnt it? It did remind me when I was sitting chilling myself out on top of Vertigo at Banyan tree hotel here, yep very chill.

Somewhere near Lan Kwai Fong

My Hero(in) of the night!

They're funny as hell

He's actually a toy maker u know lol

Making friend with a local

A hot waitress @ Priory. She's a male btw hehe

Beijing Club

After the clubs, as usual they wanted to eat lol we went to , according to Devan, the best and the worst noodle restaurant. He said the restaurant was running 24hrs and if you wanna eat after a night out, you can always come here. Sorry that i forgot the name of the restaurant. Not that i was drunk or anything. it was in Chinese and its hard for me to remember the name of it! I looked at the time again, it's almost 5 am. Taking a taxi from Central to TST would cost me at least 100HKD so Katerine and I decided to stay over at Devan's. I was gonna get up at 6 to catch up MTR but oh well you know I would not make it right? yeah I didnt get up till 9. It was a great first day...well night... in HK.

To be continued....

Fashion TV After Party on F.Diamond ship 16.11.07

Warning : This page may take so long to download due to high stream vdos and pictures lol

I tried to take the panorama pic but it didnt turn out very well.

No matter how many people agree that the party was just OK! (or suck), I still like the whole idea of this party on F.Diamond ship. I've got invited to this party by several people and they kept talking that it's gonna huge and fun. Well the boat was hugh and looked really nice hehe

Can you find where I was?

There are 2 prices for entry tickets you can get in advance. 700THB for 2 drinks and 1,500THB for open bar. Ann and I arrived there around mid night. We talked to the host before that we could actually buy tickets at the door. I didnt really check what kind of ticket they gave to me after we paid. Turned out I received a VIP card which was not so VIP. Only people with 700THB and 1,500THB could get some drinks. Those VIP people needed to pay full price. I was told by some friends who got here before me that they could not exchange for any drinks but a BEER! To me, I think it's ridiculous cos they have to think that not everyone like drinking beer. i DONT! Later on, Ann found the way to get drinks we deserve. We could in fact change the card into coupons and that's when she got me a glass of VERY VERY strong vodka. She told me that she asked the bartender if we could have more vodka so they poured half of the glass, AWESOME! Now we had to go back to the door man and asked if we could change my card so we could get more drinks. We had a problem with the doorman which kinda pissed me off. He told us that he could not change the card esp after we went in the party for 2hrs already. I had to explain to them that it was not our fault to receive the wrong card. Ok we might have not checked it but why didnt they check it before giving it to us? Fortunately, the big manager who gave me the wrong card just walked by and he gave me a new card.

Me and Eve, one of the organisers

Cant help bumping into them everywhere!

My sexy lady in red

I reckoned that the ship was pretty huge and I didnt really get a chance to walk around that much. People were standing dancing in all 3 storeys. We only sticked around with our friends and talked to the strangers around our table. The outside section played the house/techno music and gathered up by those young cute models *drooling* while the hiphop beat was running inside the house. People must have spoiled a lot of drinks on the floor. I almost fell off so many times while walking and dancing there lol

Do you see what I see

It was of course too hot too sweating lol

I later found that the open bar was further down the hall. I just didnt walk to that area. 2 of my norwegian friends arrived at 3-4 am and paid 1,300THB for an open bar. I could not remember much what they had but it's not that worth cos they arrived when we're about to leave to the tunnel lol

We luv young boy! lol

We could've had our romantic night lol

That night at the Tunnel was ok. They allowed 7 of us to get in after buying one bottle which really surprised me but we were so happy to get in, 30 min before it was closed or something! It was around 5 am when Ann and I thought we should call it a night when others went to another after party place! It was a long night for all of us. I did not get up till 5 pm on that same day hehe

My future bf lol joking

Me and P'Tanny

Hope you enjoy your Sunday

The following videos would probably tell you exactly how the party was like

This is how it all started

Some models had arrived and showed off their move

We swinged around the house/techno to the hiphop beat